i have bigger things to do, to think, to plan...
i am aware that time will fly past if i continue to not spend my time fruitfully, and time flying past is the scariest thing if looking back u realise u have acheived little.
but what to do? im governed by my mood. and increasingly during weekends, i just want to laze around. can i blame it on work?
work has been becoming better, with me knocking off on good timings. 6, 7 is good.
but im someone that has to be pushed constantly, that is a very bad thing abt me. the more time i have, the lazier i get, the less i acheive.
when i was busy and tired constantly, i had more drive to do more things in the weekends. packed them to the night.
maybe im just getting used to working life, getting too comfortable in my routine, and actually settling into it, rather than fighting it at the initial stage.
i do hope that im meeting my friends enough.
dee, sorry i havent met u in ur transition to another phase in ur life, will make extra effort this week ok!!
updated at 1:20 PM.