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Friday, February 22, 2008

3am

im kinda addicted to viwawa.com.
at this point of my time when im 1 week away from mock exams.
sheesh...
the mahjong and daidee there really took a while for getting used to.
usually u're only given 5 secs to deal a card or tile before they skip you automatically, or for the case of mahjong, they simply gave away your tile. (HEY!)
and as much as i was cursing and complaining inwardly how i NEVER even get near to half the chance of picking the right tiles or cards as compared to real life, i couldn't peel myself away from the pop-ed up window, with the catchy backgrd music that so invitingly lured me to stay on clicking away.
GRR.
i was SUPPOSED to finish my mm matrices today...!
and oh gosh.
some guys privately started a convo window with me and asked for age, intro etc.
it took me back to the IRC days for a while.
and i just said im 15 and from sn, cause it just sounds like the right age to be at such a channel/website. then of course, i stopped entertaining such convos.

sth surprsing discovered by me today: there's a new SN principal, and apparently it's been years (?!).
the more surprising news is she's actually daniel soo's mother.
daniel soo? that guy from ceejay t12 that retained? rings a bell?
so...me and eve are gonna head for their last food and funfair at the sch before they tear the whole building down.
sad ):
food and funfair was really one of those highlights in every sn gal's life in sn.
not a single one will be left out preparing for this public sch event.
sn is a sch of fun and studies balanced equally,
unlike cj tt did both horribly. ahha. rhymed.
coincidentally, i dreamt of a scene from sn 2 days ago.
dreamt that i had to wake up at 6 plus for morning sch,
but i cldnt wake up, cause i haven been to such a morning sch system for a long long time.
then i reach sn at 9 plus, when lesson had already started.
then i somehow joined the class, and was thinking to myself, "what lessons do i have today? how many period was GP?"
i know, i mixed both jc and sec sch days tgt. haha.
but it felt weird when i woke up, realising that those "8-2pm school days" and "lessons in periods" days were over.
now it's OTOT.
i go sch, because i want to keep up with work, and not lag behind.
not because every other frens you know of are going the same place as you, and if you don't go, you're just not following the directional signs laid out for us.
now everybody has their own directional signs done up by themselves.
we can live in our own world if we want.
sounded good when we were still young huh?
but it's hard not to miss those days.
and people change, people change!
even if you hold on to those shit endearingly, others won't.
it's no longer precious.

"just keep swimming..just keep swimming..." - dory

study hard, work hard, play hard, live life worthy.

updated at 2:34 AM.