Santa santa please revive my youthful and bouncy self. haha.. in life, many chances are once in the lifetime. things that you won't be able to get again once time has passed. like, childhood. everybody has our own set of memories and childlike games unique to us. neoprints? stupid now, but made us happy once. luminous sportbras (in SN), so tacky now but once a symbol for being 'fashionable' to (vain and maybe bimbotic) young girls. the swing i used to visit with bestie, but now no longer possible anymore.. so much things come and go.
i understand. 10 years down the road, there'll be many things i will look back and reminisce too. but i hope they will be memories that have no regrets. memories that i know i cldn't have done better than i already had. because the definition of such memories, doesn't equal to winning all the time. it may equals to losing something precious, but gaining another equally precious thing too. and at times, not so precious. heartbreaks, sadness, opportunities at that one time that shatters or make you. it's just how we all grow up. make full use of your life, go for what you really want. right?