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Saturday, August 18, 2007

anew

thank you for releasing me.
from your words, your resolution.
i can live again.

went lingerie shopping with eve last wed. cheap cheap! -happy- but still spent alot. and we combed through many shoe shops. saw nothing worth buying. but the moment i stepped into amk hub, the first shop i went into i came out with a pair of white heels. exactly the same as what im looking for. -double happy-

last day of work in NTM today. i thought i could just come and go silently. but no i didnt... i've gotten along well with every colleagues and everyone is nice people there. one of them bought bakerzin cakes and brought to office for everyone cause it's my last day. ha ha. then when i said my byes it was a lil awkward. cause for the first time everyone made sure they look up from their work and said bye.

i simply love this 4-5 yr old little girl in my tuition centre. she's soooooo cute. simply the most adorable, hyperactive, outspoken and clever girl i've ever seen in my life. i wish my future daughter will be like her. if not, i'll kill her then adopt another. jk. she has natural dark brown hair and big eyes. clear voice and fav. phrase is "peek-a-boo!". just ytd, a pri 5 boy started to chat me up. i always see him when he comes for tuition. he sounded so mature and talked to me like a friend, that i could just easily forget im supposed to be the adult to him.

him:"the phone you're using is the same as the one my maid is using" he pointed to my white dinosaur phone.
me:"thanks huh...im buying a new one soon."
him:"what phone are u looking for?try samsung.like mine, or sony ericsson."
me:"why?is se good?"
him:"dunno, my daddy's using. do u have a bf?"
me:"that's for me to know and for u to find out."
him:"ok...how so i call u?auntie?"
me,horrified:"no!"
him:"teacher kailing?"
me:"u can just call me kailing jie jie, u wun see me anymore anw."
him:"oh ok."
me:"hasnt ur class started?"
him, looks at the clock and dashed upstairs.

i have new job assignment for the next 2 weeks. i thought i could take a break and concentrate on what i have to do for the hols but still yet to be done. they are my webbie and to register for driving. and what if they suddenly announce the release of results but i can't check cause im at work?!-horrified- and then, for the last week of hols, i gotta go back this same company ntm and work as a coach for a workshop they're holding. it sounds like fun. with good food and good pay. but it also means i'll be working till the very last day of my hols.

i feel that working lets you discover alot of your abilities. it's really much more enriching than studying. i discover my flaws and strengths. and i got very positive feedbacks abt my work performance that spurs me on further. i always knew i would be a workaholic/career minded. my boss said i'll have a bright future. -grins- but i also realised i need a job that is constantly challenging. i can't stand mundane jobs. i need to take charge. do i sound cocky? wahaha. just dun let me have a chance to be ur supervisor in future.... on the other hand, i still have a lot to learn. wonder how would my career take off in future.....

this is the end of my boring entry.

p.s: buying new phone tmr, still duno which one to get. phones nowadays are just so unappealing already.

updated at 12:33 AM.