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Sunday, July 29, 2007

breakthrough

"nothing is real till it's gone"

it's not gonna be another sad emo-ie post okayy. saw it on someone's msn. thought i should note it down.

actually, it's really not that tragic being lonely. sometimes they can turn into something that is strong and meaningful. something people who never gets to experience in their lifetime will never understand.

anw, happy and normal post coming up!

....dreads. i left my harry potter in my workplace. can't read it on my off day tmr. sheesh. apart from that, im happy, cause i discovered the beauty of departmental stores this week! hah hah. like, new BHG that replaced seiyu in bugis. who knew who knew?? well, i didn't. am i a slowpoke? so many bags and shoes and wallets greeted me on wednesday when i was out! then after work today, i went tampines mall! i have to admit, it has nicer and more fashionable shops than cwp! unfair. both are neighbourhood malls whattt. they have mango! my fav. yumm. jus kiddin, well both mangos are quite my favourites. the shop mango has new stocks, and they're still nice! i mean, did i sound surprised? hah, cause topshop kinda has its ups and downs it seems. i like that black sexy silk camisole. sth my AHEM cant quite carry off. and that gold hoodie. hai. n i was just getting used to mango sales. their isetan has many shoes! nice shoes, unlike those at cwp metro ok. big shoe brands like dmk. and cant rem the other one. sth like americana. expensive range. (above 50 at least) really high and bling heels. hahh..but guess what i bought in the end..... an umbrella! lol. im kinda entertaining myself here i realised. anw, that ella is not cheap ok! it's 38 buckaroos! supposed to be wind-resistence. sounded ha-ha funny when i first heard it. but the auntie sounded dead serious. supposed to be some famous umbrella brand from Japan. spore's lightest umbrella, that wldnt break like normal foldable ones. it has extra support. well, i like that blue. shimmering midnight blue. (: and i really thought, might as well get a good one to shelter me from sun and rain all day long. one that wldnt give way and throw temperaments. and needs patching. know what i mean? a good umbrella for me. (: if only i can buy other things with 37 buckaroos. hah hah. oh, then i bought some shoe paddings. it's cool! another new discovery by me, Seng Kai Ling. you might think it's stupid. it has existed since dinosaur age! but no, trust me, not a lot of girls know the magic of shoe pads and whatsoever. cause some shoes really give me very bad abrasions, that was how i started with getting myself some transparent, shoe gel. brands ranging smiling feet, scholl and party heels. buy accordingly and stick at places needed, and you really feel much more comfortable! no more plasters! hahah. anw, i bought the pad for that feet arch area. shoe bottoms always feel too flat for me. with that it really feels better. =D now...if only i can get more shoes for myself...teehee. girls can never get enough of shoes! i shld start building up my shoe empire. (:

2nd piece of happiness. i received my FIRST google paycheck ytd. wheee! it just feels soo good! although it was just that little. but it just spurs me alil more to do more for my site now. i love my website!!MUACKS.

slacking at home tmr! i will:
-sleep
-sleep
-eat
-daydream
-read
-eat
-sleep and snore

i wanna wish dearie shufang happy belated birthday. spoke to her the 1st few minutes of her 20th birthday. i was so touched. she really knows. and she really cares. sobs. ='( thanks for talking abt it. it just feels much better with someone there, really. touched me deep deep. (:

updated at 12:07 AM.