im feeling so lost.but i think i don't appear or look like i am. cant express this feeling..can only use the expression "sigh". and if i can i whine occassionally at odd times and people ard me interpreted it as something that just happened. which wasnt. haha. kinda confusing. basically i trace the root cause to be the amount of fun i had with bro brother, his gf pam and eve in taipei. then overnight im thrown back into another quite different world of school immediately. like, on mon i thought, just ytd night i was still channel surfing on the hotel bed with eve sleeping soundly beside me in taipei. then starts the monotonous routine that i wonder when will be broken. fortunately i find my daily schedule quite packed since monday. with monday having my dear cheery girl entertaining me after school with her funny sim friend, then den sending me home. gosh i didnt know she was so sick while i was not around. please take care! and thanks for 'supporting' me on my 1st day of school. haha. u rock. (: k then followed by tue i had floorball after school. which was quite a strange and uncomfortable experience. and i know i totally become a meano. plus i spent so much on travelling! then is today, after school i met den. it's our 8th month. ((((((: don't walk so much okayyy. and ya we finally ate pepper lunch.it was not bad. haha. tmr is me and jun's common lect with jo. we're watching tokyo drift after school. cool! friday im meeting the gals for dinner. and ive got to bring lotsa presents. sf's, eve's birks, sp's tw souvenir, eugene's presents! oh ya i went back pac plaza and had a chat with eugene. jay asked if i wanna do part time with them. i discussed with den he asked me to think carefully. gosh im really qt an impulsive person. if not for his advice i wldnt have considered other factors. like, will i want to quit after a while? social life compromised once and if i get to mix ard. blahh. and of course, if my weekends are burnt i won't get to meet den as well. ): but of course, it's lucrative working part time. im so free during school. yep...i'll blog more abt taipei trip tmr or sth.
im looking for sth to accompany me..fill up my slots. once they runs out, will i feel the emptiness and nostalgic setting in? feels like how i felt after cj 1st 3 mths. less i suppose. only time heals. healing means forgetting in this case. SIGH.
i wanna fly around the world. new aspiration: air stewardess. (: