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Sunday, June 11, 2006

nice weather but no inspiration ):

im feeling so siann...my life needs variety. it's turning into being lack of discipline and motivation once it becomes stale and routined. there're a few things i would like to announce here:

im going to taipei for a holiday..do i sound excited? actually i am. the problem is that it's still 1 month plus away from now. going from 25th to 30th. but really, im excited. my dear girl eve is going with me. how cool is that? then i won't be the big lightbulb btw my bro and his gf. and we can really shop tgt. from sec 3 to uni. from spore to taiwan. (:

second thing to announce is my life in sim starts the next day, 31st july. i don't have to sound exited right? maybe i do.

i thought i have my hands full on doing blogskins and working towards my goal of being a webmaster like my brother. but somehow after a couple of days spent outside, i tried to do one today and i don't have inspiration. can i blame it on the weather? it's so niceee. maybe it takes momentum. im NOT gg to break my studying momentum in sim. NEVER. i think i know how to make myself get in mood to study alr. it's just like any other things, like doing a blogskin, right? if im don't feel like i cant force myself too. but i cant procrastinate too. i just have to do other things, have more variety in life. then i will more easily get into the mood to do sth. i've thought over it, i'll try being active in a cca. which i hope will be dancing. occassionally doing blogskins, learning more ps skills.

the guys always talk about army whenever they gather. i don't know if they wan to or they've nothing better to say. but it's been quite fun hanging out with them again. actaully it sometimes feel monotonous cause im not totally involved. i slept on kaden's bed! so weirdd...his bed is like the 2nd guy's bed ive ever slept on. i like going people's houses but actually we've nothing much to do as well. siong kaden and baby just kp playing winning eleven. poor me and yvette fell asleep on kaden's bed. hur.

another thing i can excite myself with is probably WORLD CUP! i love world cups. i only watch soccer when it's world cup. haha. baby tucked me into bed ytd. ((((((: he left during half time during argntina and ivory coast match. it felt weird knowing he's gonna leave my house w me slping in the room. like there's no proper goodbye. he sang lullaby to me. swt swt. hee.

my tummy's bulging and i kp feeling bloated. urgh. baby's feeling the same too i think. haha. but weather not for swimming. baby's gonna be busy meeting friends this week. i've got some catching up to do as well. ciao.

updated at 11:09 PM.